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2006 Book Reviews |
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The
Brooklyn Follies by Paul Auster |
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(Recommended) |
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Ordinary Nathan Glass, the narrator of Paul Auster’s new novel, The
Brooklyn Follies, is Everyman. He’s done ordinary things in an ordinary
life, and says he has moved back to No one grows up thinking
his destiny is to become a taxi driver, but in Tom’s case the job had served
as a particularly grueling form of penance, a way of mourning the collapse of
his most cherished ambitions. It wasn’t that he had ever wanted a great deal
from life, but the little he had wanted turned out to have been beyond his
grasp: to finish his doctorate, to find a place in some university English
department, and then spend the next forty or fifty years teaching and writing
about books. That was all he had ever aspired to, with a wife thrown into the
bargain, maybe, and a kid or two to go along with her. It had never felt like
too much to ask for, but after three years of struggling to write his
dissertation, Tom finally understood that he didn’t have it in him to finish.
Or, if he did have it in him, he couldn’t persuade himself to believe in the
value of doing it anymore. So he left Ann Arbor and returned to New York, a
twenty-eight-year-old has-been without a clue as to where he was headed or
what turn his life was about to take. At first, the taxi was no
more than a temporary solution, a stopgap measure to pay the rent while he
looked for something else. He searched for several weeks, but all the
teaching jobs in private schools were filled just then, and once he settled
into the grind of his twelve-hour daily shifts, he found himself less and
less motivated to hunt for other work. The temporary began to feel like
something permanent, and although a part of Tom knew that he was letting
himself go to hell, another part of him thought that perhaps this job would
do him some good, that if he paid attention to what he was doing and why he
was doing it, the cab would teach him lessons that couldn’t be learned anywhere
else. It wasn’t always clear to
him what those lessons were, but as he prowled the avenues in his rattling
yellow Dodge from five in the afternoon to five in the morning six days a
week, there was no question that he learned them well. The disadvantages to
the work were so obvious, so omnipresent, so crushing, that unless you found
a way to ignore them, you were doomed to a life of bitterness and unending
complaint. The long hours, the low pay, the physical dangers, the lack of
exercise—those were the bedrock givens, and you could no more think of
changing them than you could think of changing the weather. How many times
had he heard his mother speak those words to him when he was a boy? “You
can’t change the weather, Tom,” June would say, meaning that some things
simply were what they were, and we had no choice but to accept them. Tom
understood the principle, but that had never stopped him from cursing the
snow-storms and cold winds that blew against his small, shivering body. Now
the snow was falling again. His life had been turned into one long battle
against the elements, and if there was ever a time to start grumbling about
the weather, this was it. But Tom didn’t grumble. And Tom didn’t feel sorry
for himself. He had found a method to atone for his stupidity, and if he
could survive the experience without completely losing heart, then perhaps
there was some hope for him after all. By sticking with the cab, he wasn’t
trying to make the best of a bad situation. He was looking for a way to make
things happen, and until he understood what those things were, he wouldn’t
have the right to release himself from his bondage. He lived in a studio
apartment on the corner of Eighth Avenue and Third Street, a long-term sublet
that had been passed on to him by the friend of a friend who had left New
York and taken a job in another city—Pittsburgh or Plattsburgh, Tom could
never remember which. It was a dingy one-closet cell with a metal shower in
the bathroom, a pair of windows that looked out on a brick wall, and a
pint-sized kitchenette that featured a bar refrigerator and a two-burner gas
stove. One bookcase, one chair, one table, and one mattress on the floor. It
was the smallest apartment he had ever lived in, but with the rent fixed at
four hundred and twenty-seven dollars a month, Tom felt lucky to have it. For
the first year after he moved in, he didn’t spend much time there in any
case. He tended to be out and about, looking up old friends from high school
and college who had landed in New York, meeting new people through the old
people, spending his money in bars, dating women when the opportunities
arose, and generally trying to put together a life for himself—or something
that resembled a life. More often than not, these attempts at sociability
ended in painful silence. His old friends, who remembered him as a brilliant
student and wickedly funny conversationalist, were appalled by what had
happened to him. Tom had slipped from the ranks of the anointed, and his downfall
seemed to shake their confidence in themselves, to open the door onto a new
pessimism about their own prospects in life. It didn’t help matters that Tom
had gained weight, that his former plumpness now verged on an embarrassing
rotundity, but even more disturbing was the fact that he didn’t seem to have
any plans, that he never spoke about how he was going to undo the damage he’d
done to himself and get back on his feet. Whenever he mentioned his new job,
he described it in odd, almost religious terms, speculating on such questions
as spiritual strength and the importance of finding one’s path through
patience and humility, and this confused them and made them fidget in their
chairs. Tom’s intelligence had not been dulled by the job, but no one wanted
to hear what he had to say anymore, least of all the women he talked to, who
expected young men to be full of brave ideas and clever schemes about how
they were going to conquer the world. Tom put them off with his doubts and
soul-searchings, his obscure disquisitions on the
nature of reality, his hesitant manner. It was bad enough that he drove a
taxi for a living, but a philosophical taxi driver who dressed in army-navy
clothes and carried a paunch around his middle was a bit too much to ask. He
was a pleasant guy, of course, and no one actively disliked him, but he
wasn’t a legitimate candidate—not for marriage, not even for a crazy fling. He began keeping more and
more to himself. Another year went by, and so thorough was Tom’s isolation by
then that he wound up spending his thirtieth birthday alone. The truth was
that he had forgotten all about it, and because no one called to congratulate
him or wish him well, it wasn’t until two o’clock the next morning that he
finally remembered. He was somewhere out in Queens then, having just dropped
off a pair of drunken businessmen at a strip club called the Garden of
Earthly Delights, and to celebrate the beginning of the fourth decade of his
existence, he drove over to the Metropolitan Diner on Northern Boulevard,
sat down at the counter, and ordered himself a chocolate milk shake, two
hamburgers, and a plate of French fries. If not for Harry Brightman, there’s no telling how long he would have
remained in this purgatory. Harry’s store was located on Tom enjoyed talking to
Harry because Harry was such a droll and forthright person, a man of such
needling patter and extravagant contradictions that you never knew what was
going to come out of his mouth next. To look at him, you would have thought
he was just another aging And yet Tom continued to
turn Harry down. For over six months he fended off the book dealer’s
proposals to come work for him, and in that time he invented so many
different excuses, came up with so many different reasons why Harry should
look for someone else, that his reluctance became a standing joke between
them. In the beginning, Tom went out of his way to defend the virtues of his
current profession, improvising elaborate theories about the ontological
value of the cabbie’s life. “It gives you a direct
path into the formlessness of being,” he would say, struggling not to smile
as he mocked the jargon of his academic past, “a unique entry point into the
chaotic substructures of the universe. You drive around the city all night,
and you never know where you’re going next. A customer climbs into the
backseat of your cab, tells you to take him to such and such a place, and
that’s where you go. Riverdale, “And what whims,” Harry
would say, injecting a malicious glint into his eye, “what naughty whims they
must be. I’ll bet you’ve caught a bundle of them in that rearview mirror of
yours.” “You name it, Harry, and
I’ve seen it. Masturbation, fornication, intoxication in all its forms. Puke
and semen, shit and piss, blood and tears. At one time or another, every
human liquid has spilled onto the backseat of my cab.” “And who wipes it up?” “I do. It’s part of the
job.” “Well, just remember, young
man,” Harry would say, pressing the back of his hand against his forehead in
a fake diva swoon, “when you come to work for me, you’ll discover that books
don’t bleed. And they certainly don’t defecate.” “There are good moments,
too,” Tom would add, not wanting to let Harry have the last word. “Indelible
moments of grace, tiny exaltations, unexpected miracles. Gliding through “You don’t have to drive a
cab to do that, my boy. Any old car will do.” “No, there’s a difference.
With an ordinary car, you lose the element of drudgery, and that’s
fundamental to the whole experience. The exhaustion, the boredom, the
mind-numbing sameness of it all. Then, out of nowhere, you suddenly feel a
little burst of freedom, a moment or two of genuine, unqualified bliss. But
you have to pay for it. Without the drudgery, no bliss.” Tom had no idea why he
resisted Harry in this way. He didn’t believe a tenth of the things he said
to him, but each time the subject of changing jobs came up again, he would
dig in his heels and start spinning his ludicrous counterarguments and self-justifications.
Tom knew he would be better off working for Harry, but the thought of
becoming a book dealer’s assistant was hardly a thrilling prospect, hardly
what he had in mind when he dreamed of overhauling his life. It was too small
a step, somehow, too puny a thing to settle for after having lost so much. So
the courtship continued, and the more Tom came to despise his job, the more
stubbornly he defended his own inertia; and the more inert he became, the
more he despised himself. The jolt of turning thirty under such bleak
circumstances had an effect on him, but not enough to force him into action,
and even though his meal at the counter of the Metropolitan Diner had ended
with a resolution to find another job no later than one month from that night,
when a month had passed he was still working for the 3-D Cab Company. Tom had
always wondered what the D’s stood for, and now he thought he knew. Darkness,
Disintegration, and Death. He told Harry he would take his offer under
consideration, and then he did nothing, just as he had always done. If not
for the stuttering, juiced-up crackhead who jammed
a gun into his throat at the corner of “I’m thirty years old,” he
told his new boss, “and forty pounds overweight. I haven’t slept with a woman
in over a year, and for the past twelve mornings I’ve dreamt about traffic
jams in twelve different parts of the city. I could be wrong, but I think I’m
ready for a change.” Auster captures characters and dialogue with
precision. The spirit of Walt Whitman enlivens the story, and The
Brooklyn Follies tells the story of Everyman in ways that will bring
pleasure to many readers. Steve Hopkins,
March 23, 2006 |
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